lux_aeterna_ed

This blog will be used to help me on my never ending battle to lose weight. Summer is not to far away so I thought it best to prepare from now.

Today I have eaten :

2 slices white bread
numerous glasses of lemonade
Rice and Meat
4 slices of brown bread
3/4 white cream crackers

My exercise consisted of:

30 minutes cycling


Tomorrow my intention is to eat:

large portion fruit breakfast
4 slices brown bread with salade 4 lunch
Plain rice with salade for dinner

my exercise should be:

1 hour cycling
arm weights
Posted by lux-aeterna-ed at 4:56 PM Tuesday, April 10, 2007

"Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers".

yeah, I'm off to find my self a boyfriend/ girlfriend so that I can properly fulfil my sexual perversions. As soon as the iron in my blood starts kicking in that is what I'm going to do.

So, I've broken up from university for the summer and I can't relax because I have the feeling that I might have to repeat some of the modules but I 'm not that worried that it's going to stop me from enjoying myself. I've already started my reading list because next year I have to be more prepared to make up grades that I took for granted this year Lol.

The first thing I have to do is find a job I probably should have done that already what with it being summer and everything but Ihad to concentrate on my work so I don't feel too bad. I also want to go on holiday in september so I really need to find a job quick, something semi - permenant lol.

Tomorrow going to do my driving, after that literally run to university to pick up some books.

Going to the cinema with Nicole to watch 300. It look pretty goos so I can't wait for that.

My plan in the evening depending on how much work I've completed is to go clubbing. lol i don't know whether i should go on my own are beg someone to come with me.
why are all my friends so lame

1. NAME: Layla
2. DATE OF BIRTH: Not telling
3. GENDER: Female
4. SIBLINGS: 3 sisters 2 brothers
5. SCHOOL: University
6. WHERE YOU LIVE: UK
7. BLOOD TYPE: Don't know
8. HEIGHT: 5'5
9. WEIGHT: Don't know
10. SHOE SIZE: 8
11. FAMILY LIVING AT HOME: Yes
12. GOAL IN LIFE: Teaching
13. PERSONALITY: Complicated
14. NICKNAME(S): T'ka
15. JOB YOU WISH YOU HAD: Teacher
16. MIDDLE NAME: Elisa
17. DREAM CAR: None
18. HOBBIES: Eating, sleeping, reading and fucking
19. CURRENT HAIRSTYLE: Long braids
20. FAVORITE SONG: Dark Shines by Muse
21. FAVORITE CELEBRITY: Christian Bale
22. FAVORITE FLOWER: Orchid
23. FAVORITE FRUIT: Apple
24. IDEAL STYLE IN OPPOSITE SEX: Laid back
PERSONALITY: Calm
25. FAVORITE NUMBER: 7
26. FAVORITE SEASON: Summer
27. FAVORITE COLOR: Red/Black
28. FAVORITE COURSE: Literature
29. FAVORITE STYLE: bohemian
30. FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR: Vanila
31. WHEN ARE YOU MOST PROUD OF YOURSELF?: Never
32. WHAT IS YOUR MOST ATTRACTIVE ASPECT: possesive
33. YOUR BEST ATTRIBUTE: Determination
34. YOUR WORST ATTRIBUTE: Lazy
35. BEST SONG AT KARAOKE: None
36. CURRENT WORRIES: Money / Degree
37. EXPERIENCES WITH SLEEPOVERS: None
38. ALCOHOL LIMIT: None
39. FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT: None
41. HOW MANY TIMES HAS A FRIEND(S) TRIED TO SET YOU UP WITH SOMEONE?: Never
42. WHEN DO YOU FEEL YOU LOOK BEST? After I sleep
43. PET PEEVES: Troublesome people
44. HABITS THAT ANNOY PEOPLE: Lazy
45. IDEAL JOB: Teacher
46. MOST IMPORTANT THING TO YOU: Mother
47. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Jack Daniels
48. ON A RAINY DAY...
49. YOUR BEST DISH THAT YOU CAN COOK: Chicken soup
50. YOUR FAVORITE FOOD: Bread
51. AGE YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: 30
52. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IN A BIG EMPTY STADIUM ALL BY YOURSELF?: Masturbate
53. GIFT YOU WOULD LIKE TO GIVE YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER: Myself
54. GIFT YOU WOULD LIKE RIGHT NOW: Chocolate
56. WHERE WOULD YOU GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: Peru
57. PLACE YOU WANT YOUR NEXT VACATION: US maybe
58. IF THE PERSON YOU LOVED PASSED AWAY: I would die
59. IF YOU FOUND 1 MILLION DOLLARS ON THE STREET: I'd invest
60. HABITS: --------
61. FAVORITE TV SHOW: Supernatural
62. DOG OR CAT: Cat
63. TIMES LIKE WHEN I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF: When I feel ulgy
64. THE ONE THING YOU WANT TO DO MOST RIGHT NOW: Finish course work
65. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU GOTTEN FLOWERS FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Never. I'm a chocolate person
66. WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE BILLS AND YOU NEED CHANGE...: I borrow
67. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN STALKED?: ------
68. PERSON YOU THINK OF MOST WHEN YOU ARE IN THE RAIN: Myself
69. WORST MOVIE YOU'VE EVER SEEN: Superman begins
70. MOST EMOTIONAL MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN: Requiem for a dream
71. WHEN WERE U MOST ILL?: Period
72. WHEN ARE YOU HAPPIEST?: When I'm by myself
73. FAVORITE ANIME CHARACTER: Naruto
74. THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IN YOUR OPINION BETWEEN GUYS AND GIRLS: Genitals
75. FAVORITE SNACK FOOD: Doritos
76. SOMETHING YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE ANGRY: Cry
77. ONE FOOD YOU WILL NOT EAT: Black pudding
78. MONTHLY ALLOWANCE: ------
79. WHAT AGE WERE YOU TOLD SANTA DIDN'T EXIST?: i never believed he existed
80. WHAT DO THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE BABIES?: How much I want one
81. WHAT DO YOU CARRY AROUND IN YOUR BACKPACK?: Pencils/pens, books, notepad, sanitary towels, make up, bodyspray, purse.
82. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK: Apple tango
83. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CUT BY A PAIR OF SCISSORS? Yes
84. DO YOU SMOKE OR HAVE YOU EVER TRIED: I've tried but I don't smoke
85. FAVORITE SINGER/BAND: Muse for the time being
86. THE BOOK YOU WERE MOST IN TO: The Bourne Supremacy
87. HOW LONG CAN YOU TOLERATE A DATE WHO IS LATE: 5 mins
88. WAY TO RELIEVE STRESS: Masturbate
89. FAVORITE VIDEO GAME: Prince of persia/ Soul Reaver
90. ANY SUPERSTITIONS?: None
91. CLOTHES YOU ARE WEARING AT THE MOMENT: T shirt and skirt
92. FAVORITE QUOTE: Let he without blame cast the first stone
93. FIRST PLACE YOU LOOK AT WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Neck
94. BODY PART YOU HAVE BEEN MOST COMPLIMENTED ON: Eyes
95. IF YOU WERE TO HAVE COSMETIC SURGERY: Breast to make them smaller
96. RELIGION: Christian but very liberal
97. WHAT IS LOVE?: Something that gives you a headache
98. SOMETHING YOU HEAR OFTEN FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX: Shut up
99. MOST MEMORABLE GIFT YOU'VE RECEIVED: Chocolate
100. LAST COMMENTS: This was a waste of time lol

My easter holidays have been ok so far. I really have nothing to complain about, other than the huge amount of course work I have to complete. I am really failing badly, I can turn it around but I have to put in the work now because there is no way that I'm doing an extra year.

I've placed my self on a diet that seems to be going well. I am determined that I will lose at least a stone by June what ever it takes i'm going to make it happen. I think restriction is the only way to go, cause yeah healthy eating is good, but that shit takes too long.

Thinking about going on holiday in November after my birthday. I think the summer this year will be hot so no point going away. I want to go to either Egypt (again) or US (to see family). But I want to get my results from university first to see whether I deserve a holiday lol.

Yeah, so any way it has been a long time since I've posted on here and so many things have happened to make my life that much more fucked up. I did go on holiday, to egypt of all places. I probably should post some pictures for prosperity and all that. Egypt was hot, my room was great, the holiday was good which I had stayed.
Then after the happiness of my holiday which was in february my brother and I had a fight. I went to university which I then proceeded to fuck up. Fucked up an important interview.
So yeah, I'm doing real good.

So, I am returning to university on the 4th February and I am hoping that I can go on holiday before that. I've changed my mind about Greece. I intend to go Rome. I am hoping that I can apply for a credit card in time so that I can book the flight and the hotel. As usual I have waited until the last possible moment.

I have not written anything since November. urg.

I need to go to the hairdressers. urg.

Ok, so I break from university on the 14th of December. Seriously I can't wait, university is just so urg, I need a break from the books and the essays and the disappointment. I'm planning to go to Greece in January, hopefully I'll survive until then.